acne and pimples

do u ever wonder how lucky for those with smooth, flawless skin, small pores. some just like baby's skin. But how unlucky am I with oily skin, large pores, skin prone to acne and  pimples, now I'm aging, sometimes still acne can pop out. huhuhu. Do u sometimes wonder why why why.
especially when I go to cosmetic shop I will envy and admire the sales girl with smooth skin. really beautiful skin. Of course they employed someone beautiful skin to promote their products, who on earth will take face rough like macadamised road to sell their products. right?

Maybe due to genetic I supposed. My father also hv big big acne when he was young. So do I. I could still remember last time, everytime, when during menstruation period, surely they will be one or two big big acne pop out. The old one not yet healed the next one coming out. How sad.My bad habit like to press out the acne make it worst. at the end will leave a deep scars.

Even now Im 57 and already menopaused, sometimes there is acne exist on my face. Some people  say when you are menopaused your acne or pimples will definitely clear. I think its not true.and now my face with scarring all over have to cover with concealer or foundation to cover.

expert dr G BB cream,revlon colour stay of toast and photoready of golden beige

just bought BB cream from SASA "expert DR G. Actually I was given a small sample when I purchased revlon photoready, 2 ways foundation and other stuff incuding maybellne products. They gave me a very tiny tube of this BB creadm. After used a few times, although small, can apply many times, I found out this cream is very awesome, when I first time applied this texture is like very smooth and fine. but the colour didnt match my skin of malay which is darker than chinese fairer than indian. typical asian skin. I have to top uo with my mary kay meedium beige to match my skin.

Although its light shade only matched those with fairer skin, I still want it, I bought revlon colour stay foundation darker shade that is toast. Actually this shade is darker than my actual skin colour, In order to mix with this BB cream and my photo ready revlon foundation of golden beige which also too light for my skin, and also my mary kay 200 beige also very light, so I can mix with these 3 foundation to match my skin. its awesome I like very much and happy with the tone I got.

on the left is Dr G Bb cream, on the right is colour stay revlon  toast shade. 

mixed and blend . matched 

too dark for my skin, I cannot apply by itself, hv to mix.

photo ready golden beige, too light. hv to mix with toast colour stay. 

on the left revlon photorready foundation golden beige. on the right revlon colour stay foundatiob shade of toast.

mixed and blend these 2 foundation. awesome. really match my skin tone.

latest of me

Hai all, good morning. Quite sometime kaknab havent updated this blog. As time passed we're getting older, so do I, this picture taken during recent eid day. I just came back from mosque after forgiveness session by members of our families.

I'm now 57 with a title of grandma, dont care much of make up just apply moisturiser to keep face moisturised, that's all.

foto of the day

with make up

without make up

AT LAST

At last I managed to open this blog, after too many attempts at last I remember my ID and password. hahahaha that's why too many blogs tends to forget some. Kaknab who asked to make so many blogs. now I keep all the ID of my blogs so that can always check if I forgot.

Just to update my make up session. as for now I dont quite use make up, just apply my mary kay day solution, moisturiser, and sometimes a bit of foundation. hardly use my blusher, dont feel like apply eyeshadow, mascara or whats so ever. What I concentrate more is my sunblock, as I'm now 56 years old, I'm afraid of pigmentation on my face, I noticed many of my friends of my age has got the pigmentation, before their face absolutely smooth and beautiful. My skin is prone to oily type maybe pigmentation not so easlily got it. anyway I still take more precaution and care.

so long didnt update

Yes, so long I didnt update this blog, because suddenly forgot my ID. hihihi. nothing much to talk about make up, nowadays, I just apply day cream, moisturiser, tinted moisturiser (home made) and sunscreen. I seldom apply other stuffs, just lazy sometimes depends on the mood also. And I concentrate more of the internal care products like collagen, EPO, vitamins supplement.

So far I hv taken 2 boxes of kitsui marine collagen. 1st box of 10 bottles taken every day. after completed this box, I consumed every 3 days once. even the second box has finished. Then come to the third box I switched to NH Colla plus collagen. quite expensive compare to kitsui collagen. After I read all the review from the forum, I bought 1 box containing 12 bottles to be taken 3 days once also, because I just continue consuming. so far hv taken 1 bottle, unable to see the result yet. My review after taking kitsui collagen seems okay my skin moist, but my pimple still exist huhuhu. maybe not very good or not to my expectation, so I change to NH colla plus, see how the result in a month's time okay.